It could be as simple as finding your place in the job market.. that "dream" job...but sometimes it is all about self discipline.. knowing WHEN to protest.. or HOW...

Office policies often need changing and maybe you are the kind of person who can make change happen.... if you do it right... instead of protesting. maybe taking action to change things would be better... Advocacy has to start somewhere...

Don't worry about impressing your boss.. just do the best you can at your job...be yourself.. maintain some control and your boss will be impressed on your own merit.

And when you feel like you need to let loose... count to ten and back to one again over and over...or you could quote the Lords prayer in your head slowly... this gives you a few seconds to "chill" before you do...

Good Luck! Faith