Hi everyone

Thanks to you all for replying...it makes me feel better that I'm not the only person in the world who feels the way I do (sorry if that is selfish)

I spoke to my sister about the way I was feeling and she was really nice about it and said that it was a totally different situation as she is down because some bad things are happening to her at the minute and although there is nothing particularly wrong with my life, I feel bad because of a problem I have with depression and not to feel guilty for feeling the way I do because I can't help it

I still feel really bad for being such a selfish and self-obsessed person but at least she knows now and I don't have to hide it anymore!

You'd never believe she is my younger sister would you?...she's so sensible and level headed!