I'm going to try to write this without triggering myself... okay so lately I've been having this feeling.... the only way I can describe it is that I'm drowning because I feel as if I can talk to no one, express what I'm thinking/feeling to no one, console with no one, and I just feel lost. Drowning is the only way I can describe it.

And I just feel so frustrated... it's like.... being trapped in a clear, sound proof box where people can see you and you're trying to tell them that you can't breathe, but they just can't understand you and you do whatever you can to make them understand you, but nothing works. I don't know if this feeling is like the beginning of a panic attack (because I most often end up having one once I realize that it relates to my reality -.-) or what it is. I normally have it when... okay and this is where I trigger myself so I'm going to stop here. Does anyone else feel like this, and if so, when do you normally get the feeling?

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Thanks for reading!! xoxo

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