Hello I hope you feel better today. Depression is sometimes one day at a time until you get medication that can help keep you stable.. I have just went through a medication change for problems, and I hope you can consult your Dr and talk to them about your depression at this time, a medicaiton adjustment may help tremendously, I know it helped me to feel better and more motivated. I hope the best for you also there is a hotline 1-800-273_TALK and 1-800-DONT-CUT that you may call if you need to in order to talk to someone. Take care Soidhonia