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May 26, 2013, 01:32 AM
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Member Since: Aug 2011
Location: Washington State, U.S.A.
Posts: 3,169
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I wonder if I didn't just make myself crazy? Maybe I just convinced myelf that I am, so I convinced myself to start acting like it so as to "prove it" to myself!
Maybe my brother in law was right: maybe I don't study my Bible enuff or pray enuff, or sit at their feet enough. Maybe I can't be okay without them hovering (but I'm not okay when they are).
Maybe my daughter is right: maybe I do just want people to think I'm losing it, or want people to say that I'm MI because I subconsciously "like it."
MAYBE I AM BRINGING THIS ON MYSELF AND DOING THIS MYSELF! MAYBE THIS IS HAPPENING BECAUSE I AM NOT RIGHT WITH GOD!?!?!?!?
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