You were completely innocent, Tamster. That horrible pDoc is absolutely to blame 100% ~ please don't EVER doubt that!

I know that it's hard not to kick yourself (I have a bad habit of doing the same thing myself), but what happened is in the past. We cannot change the past, our regrets do provide us with insight to deal with the present moment in time though. We are here right now.

Your current T sounds terrific and very supportive ~ that is great! Gentle hugs to you. Thank you for sharing your experience. I'm glad that you feel comfortable and safe enough to share with us here.