I know it seems insurmountable right now. It does, and life sucks sometimes, but truly think about Jordan. Think about those times you couldn't imagine life without her. My mom attempted suicide like 7 times after my dad died and it really ****ed be up feeling like she didn't think us kids were worth living for. She so regretted it to. Pls hold on....

What helps me is to cry hard and try and connect to this planet we are on. To remember times when I've felt true joy and happiness. To get back to what really matters. Not money and all that bs but love, doing what's right, character.

You can make it through this!