Sometimes I lose a little touch with reality and think people are out to get me. Not physically, because anyone can do that very easily, but mentally, like they're in the process of brainwashing me to control my thoughts (especially T), or that they're just evil psychopaths playing evil games with me. It seems plausible to me when it happens, right now it just sounds silly. I have improved a lot with my worrying, so I don't worry much about what people think of me anymore (I don't often get anxious about being judged), but the paranoia is as bad as ever.