Anger is valid its ok James. I'm fkn angry too. And you're right maybe my attitude stinks, maybe my defiance will be my ultimate downfall, but I'm tired and have no fight left. I don't have the energy to justify my feelings or the crummy cards I keep being dealt. Just no fight left, and if I manage to mustre up some, I'll just need it for the next round...

Feel like a character in a Street Fighter game, all I hear is "Round 1.... Fight!" .... "Round 2 Fight!" God alone knows which round I'm on now and why the hell I'm in the ring in the first place, so maybe I should just stand still against the next contender and until the voice shouts "Finish him!" "K.O!"