Oh yes, I have wished this. But then, I realize I cannot know that what "couldawouldabeen" would be better and the relationships I have & have had---well, each one brings something new, I learn,
time moves on, the light changes on the subject, this is who I am and these are the choices I have made..................many wishes, like fish, swim in the stream and sparkle for a moment in light that falls through overhead leaves, I dream and then walk back out into the light of plain day and, if it is a good day I laugh, a sad day, I hope to cry...