You are in such a hard place to be right now, i can't even imagine how hard it must be for you, just to not even worry. I think HUD is a good place to start, can't anyone doanything because you are on medications? If a last resort maybe you can spend some time in the hospital until you get everything straight and in order, i know when i was in the hospital for a medication change, everything was set up for me and we worked all out.