Of course you belong! It might sound different to YOU, but I doubt it sounds different to others.
It's hard to judge ourselves. Others don't judge us -- at least most people don't and shouldn't judge us. Most people are here to help us. But just because it sounds "different" to you, doesn't mean that it IS.
Just keep posting, my friend. I don't think you're as different as you THINK you are. Stick around, okay? You'll find others who are just like you.
God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee