I used to cut but I don't anymore. I have not done self harm in nearly two years. I turned to burning because it leaves less of a scar for people to see. All the cuts from slitting my wrists are still visible and embarrassing. Yesterday I burned up my wrists and the voises stopped screaming. Yeah the rubber band never works anymore. I still get overwhelming urges to cut but I force myself not to. The burning is harder to ignore.

Thanks for all the support btw.

Right now I am just hanging in there. Want to burn more but not letting myself.