I don't know what advice to give you. I am still trying to find the right medication myself. Have you tried these: Sodium Vaproate (Epilim), Seroquel, (mood stabilizers) Citalopram (antidepressant) ? I have tried Cymbalta, (not for long though) Pristiq (gave me bad indigestion), Lexapro, Effexor XR, I haven't tried all the meds around but like you I have to keep searching until I find the right one. The side effects are the things which freak me out the most.