I think just for the simple fact that you are saying that you will not suffer, you will get on with your life, you will beat this is very postive, on your low nights why don't you write something postive down, even if you don't truely believe it, getting it out on paper works, I have done that, and whenever I feel myself sliding I look at it. It keeps the spirits up. I think you already have a really good attitude about this, you will be fine, there is light at the end of your tunnle.

<font color=red>~Sundance~</font color=red>

<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>

<font color=black>Norman Vincent Peale</font color=black>