I struggle with the med bog too. I get on meds, gain weight, feel slowed down, stable, and unexciting. However, my husband said I was functional now and still exciting. I don't feel it though. I want some hypomania at least. Maybe an energy drink?!! Maybe it's the drama I miss. I used to paint all day and write poetry. Now I hang out on the Internet, read 10 year old library books and pack up the house for the move. It's so boring!

I have been walking since yesterday and it is helping me with the sluggishness and boredom...and hopefully with the weight issue.