Thank you Mike , now things make sense.

My first question would be is .. are you in treatment, Meds? Therapy? I am a true believer that if you are not in a good place yourself, you shouldn't be out in the dating world. It will only hurt you but the other party also. I am not saying sit and home and be miserable, go out with friends, find hobbies for your self that are good for you.

If you are not getting help, please reach out and find some it will help you feel better and once you are feeling better, then you can in jump back in the dating pool.

Good luck and Thank you for giving a clearer picture of your struggle.