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Old May 26, 2013, 04:44 PM
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It is definitely fun. I would love to freeze time and stay like I am right now. I normally feel happy and productive like this every spring. fall/winter are my nemisis and normally thats when i am my worst. I guess what has me worried is that I am afraid to just let go and enjoy this hypo because I am scared to death of it becoming full-blown mania. I guess I have control issues . Also I don't know for sure what my Dx is besides bipolar, GAD and ocd tendencies. In my youth my highs were usually much more reckless (and fueled by substance issues) than my highs are now which pretty much just includes artwork and cleaning the house a ton (plus shopping). Maybe I should just kick back and enjoy my clean house and slew of freshly completed paintings?
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