May 29th I see my new therapist for the first time. I'm nervous. I struggle with being completely honest... not because I tell lies but because I hate how it feels to just go in, sit down and start b*tching. No one wants to do that. No wants to hear that. I hate the thought that my therapist might not like me or that she may dread my visits. Ugh... just a little paranoia to accompany my other problems.