Welcome back to PC. I wasn't active a year ago - I signed up last Feb but didn't become active til this Feb - but I stumbled upon this thread and decided to respond anyway. Congrats on your pregnancy. And also congrats on being such a strong person to deal with all of the stuff you've dealt with. I'm sorry you've had to deal with it at all, but to me the fact that you got through it all, faced it and moved through it is a sign of your strength. I think you'll be a great mother. Hang in there and keep doing what you need to do to take care of yourself and that baby.