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just seems the high i get off tattoos

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> Yes, I see this as the only real reason you want one...you need the high?? Is it possible that you are needing the adrenalin or the pain chemicals that would be dumped in when doing such a thing?

Have you been dx'd as having Bipolar Disorder? There is medicine that will help you feel more balanced. I can only imagine the fluctuation and how it causes upset in your life.

Please don't do the tattoo thing...not now..you can always get them as an adult, when it's for a better reason than just to feel the high.