Hi, my name is Caralyn and i have just found out i have borderline personallity disorder, it scares me but at the same time i am happy that i know what it is so maybe i can fix it and feel normal for the first time in a long time. hopefully. i am a severely jeleous person, which has ruined all of my relationships, and i get irritated really easily, if anyone has any ideas for how i can get through mood swings and all that jazz that goes along with the disorder, because i have been reading up on it and i have every symptom except trying to kill myself. i have a beautiful daughter and i would like to be as normal as possible for her