ok, i'm so relapsing, been having suicidal ideations , i havent had them in years........... been getting very heavy depression......... in bed all day kinda thing......... have thoguht about a hosital, but........ i can't see how they could help at all...........its just way too overwhelming and being borderline doens't help, neither does an assault qnniversary in july.......

lil help??

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