C, I can't take over mom's finances, tried broaching that subject and it looked like she was having a coronary! So I'm stuck filling the holes she creates with her "budgeting". Will visualize my new job along with you. Thank you

Nessa, I doubt anyone has ever told me I'm doing an amazing job with all this, definitly nobody irl. So thank you

Idk how to be selfish, I try sometimes tho, it doesn't ever pan out like I planned. Maybe that needs working on.

I just need to turn things around, fast. I can't be saddled with this crap indefinitly, I need to be able to progress in life. But this worrying and strategizing 24/7 doesn't exactly get me any closer to that goal