And my illness is under control...I stay meds-compliant, because I don't ever want to be as sick as I was. I feel like I have a life now, a decent one that I did not have as a younger person...I have not been hospitalized in almost ten years(before getting on Seroquel, I was in and out of the hospital constantly)and I talk to my staff if I feel sad or have any type of concerns. I get around on my own and am doing well at the moment...so I really wonder why my PACT team still checks on me like every two weeks, and I have to see the psychiatrist monthly if I am as stable as my staff say I am? Is it because they're afraid that I still can decompensate quickly, maybe when I start menopause(I'm 46 now)..or is it that I recieve Medicare and SSDI benefits, and the law requires me to have close supervision because of my past history? Sorry if I go off on a tangent, I just wonder if my diagnosis has anything to do with the way my PACT team sees me?