You are absolutely sane, and this is NO joke. Yes, this woman appears to the naked eye and grieving heart to be none other than a wolf in sheep's clothing, a witch who practices such. Her prayers are selfish (self-seeking) she is manipulative and condemning. The opposite of Love. There is lots you can do to ward off from such. I am very familiar with this type of "Christian", my mother is identical to what you have described. For years she cursed me and I thought it was a legitimate punishment for being a bad daughter. Forgive her, and tap into the Highest power available to man: LOVE. PM me if you would like to talk further my friend. Yours truly, Lightbulb7Seven