Am struggling badly
I want to drink and i want to take drugs
the only thing that is stopping me is my husband
we ended up having a big fight about it today
My husband says am trying to escape what is really wrong with me
the things behind the fact that i hear voices and that i am stressed all the time
Its not that , i just want a ****ing drink and some drugs
M y husband said he would leave me if i start drinking to the point where i am drunk 24/7
I cant live without my husband
so i cant drink or take drugs