|
I am really sorry you are hurting this badly.
I may not have much of a how to stop yourself type of message.
I am here to say at least I know the desire to want the drugs, prescription or otherwise. Maybe not the alcohol for me so much. But the desire to just want them, I do.
i do also want them at time when I am trying to be numb for a while. I know I do that and I know it is not a good thing nor the answer. Doesn't make me stop or anything. UGH
If you need an ear, I don't mind.
__________________
"Death is easy, peaceful: Life is harder"
"The Day You Turned On Me Is The Day I Died,
And I've Forgotten What It's Like,
And How It Feels To Be Alive" (Daughtry-Gone)
"And you always want what you're running from. It's always been that way." Bittersweet Lyrics by Ellie Goulding
"The reason I hold on, cause I need this hole gone." (Stay by Rihanna)
"The opposite of love's indifference." (Stubborn Love, The Lumineers)
|