I self injure with a baseball bat. I did it a lot in college and I started again now in grad school. i think it may because I have so much stress (my co-occuring disorders, school, and working full time). I usually use it on my leg until there are welts and bruises. I was so tempted yesterday because I missed my dose of Geodone and because of that I had major anxiety, insomnia, racing thoughts and delusions.