Last night my hallucinations were horrible! Me and my husband went to bed and I started crying cause I was so scared. These monsters were trying to pull me off the bed and kill me. Then they told me that if i didn't leave the room they would kill my husband so I went into the living room were preceded to torture me. They held me down and dug their claws and teeth into my back. I could feel them ripping my flesh. I cried and screamed for help but my husband never came! There was no way he didn't hear me. They tortured
me for hours. When they were done my back was completely mutilated I can see the deep cuts but this morning my husband hasn't said anything about them and I'm in a bikini. I just feel like he doesn't care. How could he abandon me like that? He use to tell me he would protect me and then when I really needed him he ignored me. I havnt slept in days because of these monsters. I feel completely alone.