Hi Asphyxia ~ Bless your heart -- I remember those days, and they're pretty awful. The cravings suck. The desire to do booze and drugs are terrible. BUT -- I NEVER want to live like that ever again.

I don't want to live in fear of losing. Do YOU want to lose everything? I don't think so. But you WILL if you use again.

And do you realize the DAMAGE that it does to your body? We never think about that when we're using.

PLEASE -- get some help. Go to AA or NA and get the support that you NEED so badly!! None of us can do this alone! We just can't. We try, but we always fail. Please, get help.

We're with you. We've been where you are. I got the help I needed and I thank God everyday that it was there when I needed it! Please take care and God bless. Hugs, Lee