Aawww honey.... to begin with, you didn't need the bf if he ditched ya that easily...AND.. i think the doctor can help you...what about bipolar?i dont' know anything about it really.. except a couple of friends have it.... might be worth checking into...

Just don't believe all that negative stuff your head is telling your heart about YOU.... God don't make no junk... have you ever heard that saying?Well. its true.. and you just have to find your "nitch".. where you feel comfortable with yourself....

I hope you feel better soon..Faith