I found out there is a drop in center for those who have drink and drug problems
in the city i live in
Its open tomorrow at `10 am i have there number and am going to call them and see if they will see me ( am not sure if they do anything for people who are clean )
Av tried AA and NA before both in meetings and online i found the meetings hard because my husband couldnt come with me to every meeting and i have social anxiety my voices tell me to hurt people and i was worried id hurt them with out my husband being there

My husband is coming with me to the drop in center hopefully he is allowed to come with me