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Originally Posted by poptart316
Yeah I've kind of learned to avoid people/situations that give me that intense love/infatuation feeling, there was time where I used to chase after it and embrace it, looking back I see myself as a junkie scrounging for a fix. : /
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I avoided people/situations for 15 years. Would instantly push people away hard when they started to get close. One got in last year. Messed up situation...the reason I'm here, and I've had issues ever since. I liked the closeness and have craved it ever since. It was strictly a mind game, but it was enough to really mess me up.