can totally relate. pdoc wants me to keep a food diary and show it to T weekly and now im scared they ll look at it and think im faking for attention or something if its not bad enough. am feeling very ridiculous too. i dont know where i get these ideas from but its comforting at least to know theres someone else out there feeling the same thing! im guessing being worse would be a bad idea for both of us though. maybe not something we want to aim for!?