Dear ArmyGirl, please please don't cut yourself anymore. I know how it feels when you don't get a reaction when you're expecting one, especially when you're doing something that can probably end your life, and especially when the one you're expecting a reaction from is from a family member who SHOULD be concerned with what you're doing.
But please, don't. You may feel angry and disappointed with the lack of reaction, and continue to do so or worse out of spite. But please please please don't. Even if you feel that your mother doesn't care, and even if she really doesn't care, please please believe me that I care and that many others here also do care. I know I'm a complete stranger and have no reason for caring but somehow I cannot don't care. I feel a kind of kindred spirit among all of us here. We are people who somehow ended on the bad side of life and are seeking help and solace from each other. I don't know if I'm speaking the truth for the others, but please believe me that I really do care and wish you'll stop with the self-harm.
Please, please, please. I'm begging you. Please love yourself more and even if you can't, at least please stop harming yourself.
Take care :'(