Hi All

How you doing?
I'm not doing very well at all. I'm soooo depressed. I don't think i'll ever be able to cope and live a normal life. I want to be getting on with life. I want to be learning and doing full time uni. I don't want to feel like such a loser bumb anymore. I don't want to feel like I'm going to do such horrible things to myself. I want to be able to cope. I'm soooo soooo sad. I feel so alone in this. I don't think I'll ever recover. I'm in such a rut. I want to be doing things and I want to feel competent. I'm so sad. I've actually come to the point where I've snapped. I don't think that I will be able to continue on for much longer like this. The way that I feel is not going to keep me around for much longer. The meds don't have an effect on me and I'm just a failure anyway. It probably sounds like I'm whinging a whole heap but I'm just so desperate. I can't function as a normal human being.

I can't study. I can't work. And i just feel so low about myself. How do people get back to living at a speed that suits them?
I would be so grateful for support right now because I'm so so low!!!!

Love yee all

Sezzie