Dear T,
I feel like I can't trust you and I can't be honest with you. I feel like you don't believe me at all and so does everyone else out there. I want to be able to tell you how I think people around me are all plotting to get me and I'm hearing people laughing at me all the time. I bet you think this sounds real stupid and you're going to laugh at me. I can't describe or write down how it all feels so real to me. How do I know that I can trust you and you're not the same as everybody elseo out there? I really want this to work. I really do...