This friday its my six month check up at the mental zoo, why do i still go ????? wwwwwwwwell if i didnt they would put me at the bottom of the list and i would have to go through red tape again for years. Plus they like me im the timebomb they love to liven there day. I have a massive grudge against this mental hospital, they near on killed me, the refusal to believe my 12mg ativan a day and pumping EFFEXOR a drug i dont tolorate in me by some new shrink straight out of med school. He has been sacked now after numerous balls ups. my first few check ups were heated to say the least and security stood by has i ranted on the way they killed half my brain.They took it on the chin ,they had to they new they were wrong, if i rang today i could be seeing a shrink in 2 hours, anyone else 2 years , they screwed my big time and the no, my files are like top secret FBI documents if they ever got leaked they would shut the place. Nothing will happen friday just a review of meds, the odd cheap shot i may throw in about things like your has much use has an ashtray on a motor bike.. In hospital the best people are the patients %100 you get the odd one who is disruptive but most just chat in a haze of meds .food is great , free and as much has you like, coffee an tea 24-7 change you own bed sheets every day if you wish, you own laundry but someone may come in the rest room wearing your best levi shirt and swear its theres, getting to sleep is a ***** if on a dorm 2am is about the time they shut up .