First, I've read over recent posts of mine and would like to apologize for taking over any treads. I'm still trying to figure out how all this forum stuff works, I think I'm getting it. I'm also not used to the whole reciprocity thing...I'm used to being the one that everyone comes to for advice or whatnot, but never had anyone I could really share with because nobody could relate to what was going on inside. I want you all to know though, that I'm here for you all as well.

I posted this on a my old thread, but I think it just kind of gets lost in the mix, and or is as confusing as I am haha...Anywho...my latest confusion and what has been utterly confusing is the gray area of being DDNOS. I did realize though that I do lose time, so I'm even more confused. Things like (and I can't remember if I already mentioned this) turning around to do the dishes, and realizing I had already done them (but had no memory of it), or coming to realize that I was in the bathroom putting on lotion, and my hair was wet...so I must have just taken a shower. These types of things happen frequently, but I had never mentioned it to t because I just figured I had a lot on my mind (still not sure). t said it may be DID, but we aren't sure because we can't get any parts to tell us who did the dishes! I have parts that won't tell their name etc. as well. I know there was something else I was just going to write...

Oh yeah, and then when we were talking about that in therapy, I got a headache, and she said she has another client who gets headaches when there is internal conflict with an alter (trying to come out, or trying not to come out)...idk confusing. She also started talking to me about violence and how it can get me arrested...but, I haven't done anything (something I will need to address with her to get a better understanding of why this topic came up). Anyway, that night (after therapy), I got an ocular migraine, which I haven't had in a couple years. My left eye had a strobing arc so that I couldn't see for 20 min. out of it, then the painful migraine follows for the next couple of days. Fun stuff.

Seems like there was something else I was going to add...there is just so much. Has anyone had any of these experiences or have anything else they would like to share or add?