((( biplol )))

I don't know what to say really, because I've been in your position so many times myself. I think the only thing that got me through was friends and family that care. And, a therapist and pdoc that helped me. Do you have anyone you can call to talk to? Do you have a therapist you can call to talk about this? I hope you do. Just keep venting here. I have faith that things will turn out to be ok. I am keeping you in my prayers.

Love, Jenn