I think I discussed this in my other thread, but I do have a constant fear of being "found out" as a fraud in my work life. So in court, in particular, I am very guarded and careful and exact. I am listening very carefully and answering very carefully in a way designed to reveal only what I intend to reveal. Not a particularly productive way (for me) to engage therapy. The clothing I wear in court is definitely part of my attorney "persona" and it is difficult for me to just turn that off while wearing suits.

Even with my kids, I change out of the suit as quickly as possible when I get home. It's just hard for me to engage emotionally while thinking like an attorney.