Hello I hope things are better at this time. Sometimes when you get depressed you feel worthless and that you do not have a purpose in life. I really feel that you need to see your Dr immediately, for a medication change. You can call 1-800-273-TALK as well to talk to a live person about how you feel. Medication works wonders for depression, and a good support group in your local area such as DBSA or NAMI may help as well I attend both and we have a great time at the meetings. Both meeting may be found on the internet for your area. I hope things get better soon. You are not alone we all have problems sometimes, it is just how you deal with the problems to your satisfaction, and safety that matters the most. Take care Sincerely Soidhonia