ColoradoWelcome!!! I'm sorry you feel anxiety, and wow you are so lucky to have all that kowledge, i would love to have that much knowledge especially in pshyciatry. It's funny to me, but not for you, the line you said you wanted to just scream and end up in the pshyc ward because i feel that way every day. I find so much comfort in the pshyc wards,, I'm almost ashamed to admit it because I was always the one who had to be dragged there by ambulance.Now i find it comforting, but haven't been there in over 5 years. I hope you can find a different med to help you or a doc and T also.