Awww Sis , Slivers of light are shining through all the cracks in the ugly veil of exhausting negative life struggles and the cracks are being ripped bigger and bigger.
As I expected ,you would slam through it and would result in you relighting your enjoyment of life. Being mad, pissed off , giving up , I despise my life kinda of stuff usually helps us move forward , weird but seems to be true.

Your my Hero