I'd imagine it'd be an important thing to address with your T.

There have been times when I've felt similarly about T, and he will take ownership of it during times when he wasn't feeling well or whatnot. I told T today that I wasn't sure which T I was going to get - the frustrated, adamant, defensive T from 2 sessions ago or the caring and understanding T from last session. He admitted that some of his frustration came out because of how I was behaving towards him.

I sometimes have the mindset that he's the T, he's the one getting paid for it...and he sometimes has to remind me that he's human, has faults, bad days, etc. just like the rest of us.

But we've learned that we have been able to hold onto the strength and trust of the relationship that we built together to be able to work through things. In the thick of it though - again - difficult to grasp.