Yeah, it's this week and then three more weeks. My last pre-holiday appointment is on June 20, and the next one will be on August 20.
And maybe it is something in me trying to prepare for that. I would prefer it if I could just use the time up until the last session to work hard and get to feel better, though....

Sorry, I'm being really self-absorbed. Wikid, you should stay away from our house... it is not orderly and we have a lot of paper. (Not just the books in our library.)

((healed)) that's really, really tough, what you are going through. Be kind to yourself. This is happening right now, but there's no reason to think that you are defective and that this is a state you'll live in forever. Going on new medication can be very hard, too, but sometimes it can be worth it, and I know Effexor helps a lot of people. I really hope it will help you, too.

((mu_e)), good luck. You're being really brave.