I am goin to write her a letter, I cannot express that to her face to face.. I have had unprofessional reltionships with therapist before and they say its not my fault.

I just get really wrapped in that I did something wrong, or I am to much for her.. but I didn't do anything, and I don't have no feelings for this one , I mean what goes on in therapy stays there... she is doing that thing where she makes me feel bad when I leave and there is nothing I can do.. its feels cruel to me.