Do you guys ever feel like maybe the medication finally works but it doesn't make a difference? I guess chemically I feel better but I'm still exhausted all the time, not sleeping, lonely, bored and I guess that still leads to what it was before. I don't really think it ever ends does it? What's the point of persisting? I really don't know why I get out of bed in the morning. It's just the same thing all the time.