You are not the only who has had these feelings. Everyone who has depression knows these periods of "stinky thinking" will pass like a fart in the wind. This is not meant to denigrate what you experience, but to tell you are not alone. Myself, I just forward march for I know I am to continue " trying to find out how it ends", like a book.
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I get fed, don't worry.
 (Buddy putting in his 2bits worth)
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